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| Monday, August 7th, 2006 | | 10:45 pm |
Has anyone ever felt like no matter how hard you try, you still feel like you're a complete dork? Story of my life. I look at myspace/facebook/blah and feel like everyone else's college and summer experience is 987986 times cooler than mine.( Note that if you try to negate this and say, "no way Sheila, that's not true" chances are you're one of those people having a fantastic college/summer experience so don't bother, thanks anyway, I'm happy for you...seriously) In other more awesome news, Say hello to Mrs. Travis Ian Meisky in T minus 1 year 2+ months. PS. my boobs are awesome and way more fun to deal with. I totally didn't realize how long it's been since I've updated. Current Mood:  cynical | | Tuesday, February 28th, 2006 | | 1:49 pm |
In regards to my last post...
I just got home from the hospital today and everything went smoothly. Thanks to all of you lovely people who wished me luck and I didn't get to reply individually. And also, thanks to Joe and Rachel for visiting me at the hospital:) I'm very happy and can't wait until all the swelling/stitching goes away. I love you all!! Love, Sheila and her newly improved twins. | | Sunday, February 26th, 2006 | | 11:08 pm |
| | Thursday, December 8th, 2005 | | 11:16 pm |
Dear world, I'm pissed and I will be PMSing like a motherfucker for the next few days. Don't talk to me unless you want to get your head bitten off. Love, Sheila Ps. chocolates are welcome to Zwingli house 301 Current Mood:  pissed off | | Monday, October 24th, 2005 | | 9:06 am |
| | Wednesday, June 22nd, 2005 | | 9:43 pm |
long time no write
I have finally decided to update this journal, although it feels impossible to do so since the last time I wrote in here was months and months ago.Since then, I finished my first year of college with A's and B's and I'm proud and happy to do so. At the same time it sucks to leave the people you've become so attached to seeing everyday, the people that make you realize how fucking awesome it is to fall asleep making eachother laugh until you've exhausted yourself, the people you don't mind walking them to their room and tucking them in bed safely after they've gotten to drunk to make it across campus alone. I've met and shared time with some supremely awesome people and I cannot wait to see and share more time with them again next semester. I can only imagine how shitty it's gonna be three years from now when it'll all be over. After finishing school, I've picked up more hours at work, attempting to gain enough money to finish the beautiful artwork that is being done on my arm. That's right, the 3/4 sleeve on El Yunque rainforest has been started and I'm super happy to have picked Justin Bolonski as the person to do it. My brother and some wonderful friends, including miss Rachel Semigran, have graduated highschool this year and I'd like to congratulate them for accomplishing such a feat, especially at Norristown High. I'm so proud of you guys. The best thing that has happened to me in this past year is that I have truly found the love of my life: Mr. Travis Ian Meisky. I cannot even express the emotions and thoughts that run through my mind concerning just how deeply I love this person, I am certain that this is not some highschool puppy love, this is real. I look toward the future and all I see is us still together and still happily in love, for years and years to come and there is no doubt that clouds this thought whatsoever. I honestly don't know what I would do without him in my life, he gets me through the toughest of days. And so now, I'll wrap this up and say that I enjoy the summer, it gives me a chance to catch up with the lovely people I do not have the pleasure of seeing regularly, and it gives me time to relax and recooperate from the past crazy ten months. Any of you who read this and would like to catch up, gimme a call on that cellphone(it works again). Keep loving life, it'll love you back. Current Mood:  good | | Thursday, February 10th, 2005 | | 11:17 pm |
Bit of an update
I'll just list a few things: I'm back at school for a month already, and I like my classes. I'm living with four dudes on the third floor for good, they are like my brothers. We have a pet ferret, ghecko, and hamster. They all rule, but the hamster is a jacked beast of a thing, he can seriously do pull ups on the top little bars of the cage. The ferret is so awesome, here are some pics of the guys and Mookey the ferret:  giving Ms. Mookey a bath in the boys' bathroom sink  Ryan drying her off  Ryan, Greg and Mookey on the couch Then the guys decided to try on Kristina's skirt...  Chris is a curtsying mofo  and so is Rick, what a slut okay, back to more stuff: I got to see two of my best gals last week, lovelovelove. I have never been this happy in my entire life. I will be getting a 3/4 rainforest-themed sleeve on my arm and I'm so fucking excited. I am absolutely positively in love with Travis Ian Meisky. Current Mood:  cheerfulCurrent Music: Criteria-En Garde | | Wednesday, January 12th, 2005 | | 6:59 pm |
ATTENTION ALL FEMALES OF THE WORLD
I have a few suggestions in order to help lessen the harsh labels our reputation has unfortunately put on our sex although not all of us deserve: 1. Stop degrading yourselves, and inturn our gender 2. Stop the backstabbing 3. Stop lessening yourselves and succumbing to a society that feels it is necessary for you to be someone you're not in order to receive attention 4. Stop the hipocricy and fakeness 5. Start treating others, especially your fellow sisters, with true respect and love My friend was hurt by another girl who she thought she could trust, instead that girl became the prime example of a person us females should be ashamed to be associated with. Ladies, lets break this chain. | | Wednesday, January 5th, 2005 | | 5:23 pm |
LJ Peer Pressure is fun!
post a memory of me in the comments it can be anything you want then post this to your journal see what people remember of you | | Saturday, January 1st, 2005 | | 1:40 am |
What a perfect night. This is the first time I've updated LJ for the year omgzzz!!! HAPPY NEW YEAR ALL!! Current Mood:  ecstatic | | Saturday, December 25th, 2004 | | 11:50 pm |
This was the best Christmas I've ever had. I haven't been this happy since I can remember and it's all thanks to the wonderful people I have in my life. I'm grateful and truly at an awesome point in my life. I hope you all had a joyous holiday, whether it be Hannukah, Christmas, or whatever you celebrate. Here's to new beginnings. Ps. I don't even know how to thank you. | | Sunday, December 19th, 2004 | | 8:22 pm |
The first semester is over and I couldn't be happier. These past two weeks have been terribly hard, sleep depriving, and stressful for me but thanks to God it is finally all over and well worth it to get to where I am now. I'm home for a month with no school, and time to hang out with rad people! Now I feel like I have more time to update this thing, which I will try to do more often. Christmas is coming up in less than a week and I'm just excited to spend time with the lovely people I care about and have the awesome Christmas home-cooked dinner my momma makes. One more thing: I SAW SO MANY DUDES KISSING LAST NIGHT!!!!!!!! Current Mood: chipperCurrent Music: The base line of my brother's stereo | | Tuesday, December 14th, 2004 | | 10:14 pm |
For relaxing times, make it Travis time
Today was the best lazy day I've had in the longest time. It made me forget all about the shitty week I've had. Thank you. Current Mood: happyCurrent Music: Explosions in the Sky | | Thursday, December 9th, 2004 | | 1:14 am |
Sylvia Plath lived too short of a life...
So It's 1:15am and I'm writing a six-page english research paper on Sylvia Plath that's due tomorrow. This paper basically determines what grade I'm getting in this shitty class. Of course it's a required class. Anyway, I had the sudden urge to write in here and update on what's going on in my life seeing as how that's what journals are about...updating on life stuff. So here goes: Thanksgiving was great, just Izzy, mom, and myself, no dad. This is not a dissapointment, I haven't seen him in almost three months and I have no idea if he's coming for Christmas but that's okay, I understand things happen for a reason. During Thanksgiving break I got to catch up with my two lovely ladies: Jemma and Rachel, and it was lovely as always. We went to a quazi-highschool reunion over at Dwrigs and it was wonderful to catch up with all those crazy Ntown kids. I got a new job at the jewelry department at Walmart. The pay is awesome and the girls I work with are really nice so I'm happy. Lovely Mr. Travis Ian turned the big 2-2 and we've been having awesome awesome times together. Among them hanging with Ziggy, whom I was happy to have seen a couple times since the long "no Trappe" hiatus and all. I have been having a great time here at school and have not really experienced stress to the point of frustration until this week. I pulled an all-nighter Sunday night and then got really really sick Monday. No worries though, I'm taking meds and feeling a lot better now. After this week is over I have two finals and I can go home for a whole month! As far as my roommates here are concerned, I don't really like it here. I feel uncomfortable and one of them can be really dry and non-social. I don't think I have anything in common with them, but that's alright because maybe I can learn something from this. I have been the official "third floor squatter" this past week thanks to those good hosts up there in Curtis 3. I don't think I'm gonna sleep tonight, but for some odd reason it doesn't really phase me. The only thing I'm a tad scared of is my grades for this semester, I've been working hard but I'm not really sure if it's enough to stay above the certain GPA needed in order to keep the scholarship. People cross your fingers please! So...Here I am in this mess of a room with books opened and scattered all around me, drinking a 2Liter gingerale from the bottle and listening to The Anniversary thinking to myself: "I should really get down to business and finish this paper, but what's another five minutes?" I want to see the sunrise today, I think I will too. Current Mood:  busyCurrent Music: The Anniversary | | Saturday, November 20th, 2004 | | 8:20 am |
Ummm, so last night I thought it'd be a good idea to jump on a skateboard in the third floor hallway and attempt to ride it, but instead the result of this was me completely falling off and landing solely on my right ankle which twisted in a non-natural way. Now I have a hugely swollen ankle and can only hop on one leg to get around. God I hope this goes away soon. Okay, time for work orientation! Current Mood: annoyedCurrent Music: My roommates sleeping | | Sunday, November 14th, 2004 | | 11:55 pm |
Its been a while since I have written a lengthy update. There's so much in my mind, so many thoughts and feelings that I feel so overwhelmed to put them in order and write them down, but I will attempt to do my best nonetheless. Lately I have been coming to a lot of realizations, I am experiencing new things, observing as I grow and mature. Everyday I feel a bit more learned, and grown. I appreciate this daily bit of growth and knowledge, it's allowing me to see things clearly, to analyze certain aspects of my life that I would not have noticed in the past. Here are some things I have learned recently: 1. There are some people in this world that cannot see things as they are, but unfortunately turn events and memories around in their mind so that they are left with nothing but hatred and anger toward others.I met someone who I thought had a clear vision, but unfortunately I found that to be wrong. This person's vision was clouded with so many abstracted and negative thoughts that it led to an end of a wonderful friendship. It's easier to blame things and point hatred toward others than realize these feelings of negativity are first rooted within themselves and I find this very sad. I hope this person realizes this and wish him the best. Feeling this way must make one's heart so heavy with pain and darkness. I will keep praying for such people. 2. I saw face to face how one's complete intoxication not only led to his own extreme physical pain, but another's extreme emotional pain as well. 3. A wonderful person that I found to be a best friend can be so much more than imagined. He can make me laugh constantly, even at silly sarcastic remarks, he can make me feel comfortable to be myself no more no less, he makes me smile constantly, and does so much more. I thank you. 4. Although I love my entire family dearly, I feel a special connection; a tight bond if you will, with my mother. She is someone I highly look up to. I have always felt close to this woman, but recently I become more and more fascinated with just how much strength she has. I know there are different kinds of love in this world, I have accepted this long ago. Although my mother and father are not divorced legally, they are emotionally divorced but I have come to terms with this,they still have respect for eacthother and have unconditional love for my brother and me. I love my "abnormal" family regardless of these things. 5. Not all theater is awesome, some experiences can be really crappy but it gave me an experience I can look back on, I learned a lot about patience. I thank all of you who came to watch it even though it was hard to get, to say the least. 5. Life is full of such gifts, such treasures, but sadly many people overlook them. Life is too short to dwell on frivolity, on negativity. You only live once, and I intend to live it to the fullest. This time last year, I was in the worst depression I have ever experienced. As I reflect on this now, I realize just how much I've changed since then. This is the happiest I've felt since I can remember. And I know now that I had to experience that horrible depression and stress in order for me to appreciate this happiness all the more. I have a friend who is going through the same tough time right now, and I promise you that this will pass and you will get over this. I love you so much and I have faith that you will overcome this. As for another lovely lady in my life, I just want you to know that words cannot express how much you mean to me. Last night is just another reason why you're my sister, my blood...dna match or not. Well there it is, a long-ass update but it needed to be done. I have had so many experiences since I've moved here that it can be overwhelming to record them all. I do know that I have acquired a special hunger and thirst to learn that I did not know I was capable of having. This daily yearning for knowledge and wisdom is good for me, it makes me feel alive. I wish you all the best, and thanks for reading all of this. Current Mood: inspiredCurrent Music: The Dismemberment Plan | | 11:44 pm |
I had a huge entry written out, I poured my heart into it only to have it close on me right before saving it. I am upset but will attempt to rewrite it soon. I should work on my paper now. | | Friday, November 5th, 2004 | | 11:47 pm |
Travis Ian Meisky, You are always amazing, tonight was no exception. Thank you so much for everything, for being you. Thank you again:)I can't stop smiling! PS. HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO US IN TEN MINUTES RACHEL SEMIGRAN, I LOVE YOU GIRLY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Current Mood: ecstaticCurrent Music: The Clash-London Calling | | Wednesday, November 3rd, 2004 | | 5:18 pm |
My sole purpose of this entry...
Is to give you people a break from the chain of election-related LJ entries. I LIKE CAKE, IT IS GOOD. MMMM CAKE! YUMMY IN MY TUMMY. CHOCOLATE IS MY FAV!!Okay, you can click on your scrollbar in a downward fashion now and proceed to more political stuff:) Ps. as far as my life goes, I'm happy and God is good. Current Mood: goodCurrent Music: My roommate's crappy tunes | | Thursday, October 7th, 2004 | | 4:13 pm |
Finally I have gotten the urge...
There is so much to say, yet I don't feel that one entry is enough to suffice. I am here at Ursinus College, and have been here since August 26th, 2004. That was the beginning of the rest of my life. I have met a lot of new people and have made some wonderful friends. There is no doubt in my mind that I chose the right school. I am very happy here. I am truly grateful that all the hardwork and preparation I've been putting so much into is finally paying off. I am currently planning to double major in Spanish/Psychology. And at the moment I'm thinking of studying abroad in Madrid, Spain in my junior year of college. So far here I've experienced quite a lot: mudlsliding on the quad, going to lameass but still entertaining frat parties (and not drinking mind you!), babysitting the drunk, having s'more parties and handing them out to lovely people, having hair dying parties with friends, cutting a friend's hair for the first time, water balloon fights in the quads, ultimate frisbee games, having my friends from home visit, visiting friends at their college, midnight jogs around campus with friends, auditioning and actually getting casted in the school play, planning to go to a wonderful friend's senior prom with him, going to awesome shows and watching a group of friends collaborate their individual talents to make a kickass band, and realizing what's right in front of my face and overcoming stupid fears by taking a chance, a good one. So far I have been doing well, I'm healthy and happy, school is great, my family is great, my friends are great, Travis is great, life is great. I have no complaints whatsoever. I know there's a lot more, but it's impossible to pack it all into one neat little entry. One last thing, I apologize for taking so long to update. I've needed a lot of time to let things soak in, and to get that wonderful urge to actually update. Current Mood: goodCurrent Music: Explosions in the Sky-The Only Moment We Were Alone |
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